As It Seems to Me

7 February, 2008

Currentcy

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tryme @ 9:18 pm

Generally I retreat into technology when my more elusive creative and soul centred endeavours become too much like sweeping water uphill – against indifference, circumstances, collaborative vacuum etc. So on to the current or is it currency… or lack thereof.

Amidst all the wails and terribly material consequences of our lack of sufficient Eishkom branded current lies an excitement. No amount of activism, tree hugging and chaining of wives to nuclear rectors could possibly have got a whole nation to examine their energy use and alternative energy sources as Eishkom’s lack of foresight has. In the manner characteristic of invincible western deterministic thought many of us are applying really long range planning: buy a generator. Funny weather we’re having… want more? Buy a generator. Offended? Ag sorry man. I know the wheels have to keep turning..

To me its about meaning – what holds meaning for us; me and you. And I ‘pologise most profoundly if I sound preachy. So here are some “seems to me”s:

Autonomy:
We are in the grip of a very complex, huge web of intermediaries doing this, that, and even the other for us. We all do our bit and get along. The Eishkomish crash is exactly the kind of consequece of intermediaries becoming too big, too powerful, too top heavy, to immune to consequence until it explodes amongst us all. Buying a generator might help the weather to become even more funny than it is now but it also offers autonomy. Hell! How much money is spent on 4×4’s supporting the cause of autonomy and a pioneering spirit, long range tanks, all terrain: Self sufficiency big time!

Dr Peter Lindemann a well known free energy researcher asserts that energy is a form of currency. And to give people the capacity to generate their own is tantamount to allowing them to print their own money. Interesting idea in the light of which we should be celebrating Eishkom’s incapacity. But this is the stuff of conspiracy theorists who may have a point but… really, I don’t think the people “up there” much as they might like it are that smart. Ok, so the capacity to produce our own energy even with a smelly, noisy, polluting, earth destroying generator has an up-side in addition to allowing the show to go on. Networking all these small energy sources creates a very robust largely self-regulating system. The 220V equivalent of peer to peer information sharing on the iternet. A kind of open source electricity. This is a big idea but rapidly gaining ground in countries with progressive energy policies like Australia.

Well it does not always have to be generator does it – huh? The more we walk in to the local Mica domestic bliss emporium and say “generator? Can’t you do better? Where are the solar geysers, fuel cells, thin film photovoltaics, cold fusion reactors?” the more the opportunists who will seek out, anything there is a market for will push to get these things into everyday life. – don’t you think? Daniel Goleman, one of the gurus of emtional intelligence proposes that capacity for delayed gratification is a sure sign of high emotional inteligence. Well I’m not sure if I buy that completely but in this case YES! Putting up a solar geyser will take 3-5 years to pay for itself – a level of delayed gratification seemingly beyond the grasp of most of us urban ants. Somehow spending R20000 on something that makes hot water for free is far less interesting than R20000 (or more) of curtains, home theatre, extras on the new car, overseas trip, boob job, penis enlargement or a really discounted triple bypass. Well ok… but come on! Don’t tell me you can’t afford a solar geyser. It just does not mean enough. Be honest. Most of us could raise R20k if we really had to for something really important.

One step better that making a plan in the proudly South African way is make the plan according to a bigger cleverer plan: one that our kids can have fun with, still able to reproduce and all those quaint things.

Meaning:
Headspace management has a lot to do with our making of meaning. And it’s headspace management that is going to get us a life. So how about this? Throw out all the greenie arguments about sustanability and saving the planet. Its actually quite fun to make hot water from the sun. It’s all about headspace. When I am feeling crabby, discouraged and lonely I climb up on the roof and feel the hot pipes from my solar geyser, sitting in the lotus position. Then I love everbody again. Or I just take a lunctime bath and water the garden with the leftovers. Naah. Not really. Or perhaps I just won’t own up to it if I did but the point is… you get the point? This is a test of your emotional intelligence. If you don’t get it you are not spending enough time at business breakfasts. So the point is what holds meaning for you? Alarmingly… if what we spend monely on is an indication of what holds meaning for us Hooo! The point is that a solar geyser is a no brainer. The aliens looking down on earth roll their eyes to andromeda and howl in disbeleif at the sight of the human idiots digging stuff out of the ground, getting dirty, wheeling and dealing, oblivious of all the free stuff hurtling in from the sky. Who gets the Darwin award?

I merely use the solar geyser as an example of a mature, efficient technlogy under our noses that very few people seem to even give a second thought to – or not until our beloved Eishkom showed us the light. Of course you do all understand that all this verbiage is only to justify the small fortune I recently borrowed from the bank to install our very own solar geyser. Now I can’t afford a generator!

The bigger smarter plan:
Unless the conspiracy theorists’ wildest dreams come true some really interesting, viable ideas are just around the corner – a few years. The more we ask for it the quicker it will come. A facility to manufacture thin film photo voltaic (solar electric) cells is being set up in Cape Town. Based on a South African invention it will produce electricity far more efficiently and at a fraction of the cost of current silicon based solar cells. Some even claim they will charge your batteries in moonlight – a little more slowly but nevertheless… There are many exciting developments in battery technology the essential storage mechanism for any solar electric system. Much of this has been spurred on by mobile computers and phones’ growing need for more power in smaller, lighter packages. You see: a lot of people asked for it and what happened?

So here is my take: Get ready for this stuff. Ask for it. Its likely to come at an affordable price before Eishkom finish their new power stations. Unless of course some shadowy nobody shuts them down, shuts them up. If you need backup power – do your best to get an inverter solution which generates household electric power from batteries. This sets you up for solar electric power which will become more affordable along with smarter batteries Quiet, maintenance free, future friendly. Diesel and petrol generators: very temporary unsatisfactory solution. Unavoidable in some cases but for a domestic household you can do better. I would push for LP gas conversions on petrol generators. It’s clean, very viable and more cost effective. Ask and see what happens.

Moving into the lunatic fringe – or a fringe liberally populated with strange people that are very difficult to make sense of there are all manner of weird and wonderful contrivements, some of which are worth watching. Cold fusion and fuel cells being two such technologies that show promise. Ask for it. Go have a look at http://www.free-energy.ws/background.html

So in conclusion:

  • There are viable, affordable alternative sources of energy under our noses that could make a significant difference to our current predicament and to a sustainable future.
  • Aim to take advantage of emergent solar electric technology when investing in power backup solutions.
  • The capital barrier that prevents the adoption of renewable energy is not insurmountable.
  • Ask for it. The more interest shown in alternative, cleverer energy techology the more chance there is of current viable technology being integrated into society.

In the interests of brevity I might have ended up being confusing, fragmented and a little inconsistent. Sorry.

30 November, 2007

A Feast in the desert like no other.

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tryme @ 5:28 pm

Nic, my brother in law and fellow soul traveller invited me to join him on this adventure to Afrika Burns in the middle of nowhere.

The first thing I should say is the last thing. I returned home feeling better about myself, more complete and aware of having been celebrated. And.. full of wonder at all the people I met who are so worth celebrating. One can do a lot worse than that.

It was absolutely right to hold an event like this in the middle of nowhere. What a wonderful holding, welcoming and generous space full of beautiful people. While this euphoric level of community is unlikely to be sustainable it shows alternatives to the lives most of us lead very clearly; where celebration of one another as inherently good, divine creatures just goes without saying. This was starkly brought into relief when I returned to Johburg. Every lamp post shouted problems at me. Every intersection had somebody wanting me to know about their problem – and fix it. Traffic pushing and shoving, services we pay for that don’t get delivered and of course the barricades of privacy and security all around. Radical self sufficiency – once again I realized how much we are in the grip of intermediaries in our daily lives.

I scrambled down to Cape Town checking in with my baggage an empty 25l water container, symbolic of the empty largely unconsidered space within me that I was taking to this event.

While connections I made were fleeting they were rich and affirming and full of light. The collective connection was profound for me. To visit and be visited, welcomed and welcome. To just wander in and out of people’s spaces and have others do the same at our camp was worth the trek just on its own. To be recognized and acknowledged and reciprocate to others – a part of our natural inherent goodness that has to be locked up in our highly mediated, embattled, consumer lives.

I find myself falling over words and deleting and re-writing, trying to do justice to the space, the experience, the stimulation and variety. I feel more comfortable just reflecting my view through these pictures. Its going to take more more time than I have now to give an intelligent account. The others in this synchroblog have said much of it for me much better. And… resolved firmly to be there again for there must be a next one and bring you all with me to make more magic.

Afrika Burns Synchroblog participants:

Other writings of note:

4 July, 2007

Needing Time

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tryme @ 11:10 am

I left the window open.
And
The moment lost its moment.
Lost its point.

I let something else in.
Groping for what it is,
Who.
I lost the little dots that make now.

17 December, 2006

The flower thing

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tryme @ 7:04 pm

The little flower in the desert has neither enough moisture to quench thirst nor enough substance to nourish hunger and yet it nourishes cavernous voids in the soul without being consumed in the process…

12 December, 2006

The “Signs of Life” thing

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tryme @ 8:35 pm

Some explanation might be in order:

I thought carefully about what I should call this blog. Signs of Life is a well worn personal brand but it is still relevant. The name originated as an initiative I er.. initiated to explore signposts of hope with a group I was managing – disgruntled and shaken by big time corporate acquisitions and the possibility of us all being redistributed. I took it on more personally when I left my corporate quarters and began exploring parts of me that had largely been lying dormant most of my life. This, my second life in so many ways. Same home and family very different head space, different associations – completely.

Life is rich and certainly wierder than those who let me into it would have had me believe. I think we could do a lot worse than, each day, do something that changes the rhythm of our heart and makes us catch our breath whatever that might be: sex, fear, prayer, exercise, beauty whatever. Its a sign of life. You may try this at home…

11 December, 2006

If I were to die

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tryme @ 3:05 pm

narcissus21.jpg

There’s a good start! Of course I’m going to die. Anyone reading this who is not already dead will die. But as I think of this I realise that one of the things I will leave behind is a shelf full of (very) personal journals full of… well largely moaning, lamenting and other forms of pain induced utterance. Anyone reading these would have to wonder how I ever lasted as long as I did without opening a vein. And that I probably should have been taken out of my misery long ago. The fact is this is not the whole story. I have been known to smile occasionally, laugh, party, be nice and a whole lot of things other than being miserable. So while the little clusters of pain stroked pages continue to grow I will record some of the rest of life here.

This raises an interesting question. If I or anyone else were to die today, lets say at around 6:30 this evening, what would be the “things” left behind. I am of the age where parents tend to die. Both Pam and I have been though the process to a geater or lesser degree of sifting through our passed on fathers’ “things”. Things like letters, photo albums and diaries are windows into their lives and their relationships. They help us to grieve and to celebrate our legacy. Neither of us have given much thought to trawling through any hard drives or blogs, for that matter, to find our fathers’ things. We would be unlikely to miss much as they still lived pretty much on paper. My things? Completely different story. You pass by my hard drive and you are likely to miss a huge repository of correspondence images, history, me. I imagine the same would apply to many others.

Does this change the way we leave a legacy, a history? As one who no longer has living parents I can say with authority that a personal history is an important thing. Its an important life process to browse and acknowledge one’s ancestry whatever shame, pride, misery or delight it might bring. As the windows on our lives become more virtual, more wordlwidely visible they also become more volatile. What does this mean in terms of our capacity to leave our history as compost for the future we spawned to root itself in?

Blog at WordPress.com.